cloudingMYthoughts

Have you ever felt like you're sometimes being used by someone when somebody else fails them? Then when you realise it, there's nothing you can do about it. When it happens again, you feel sorry for the person and meet their needs but the second that someone of more importance to them comes around, you're no longer needed and it's being rubbed in your face. And you wonder why you allow it to happen and as much as you wish it could get it out of your head, the word 'friend' keeps popping up... and then you realise that all you can do is leave it to God.

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Have you ever had a conversation with someone for just a brief moment but for the next few days you find that you can't seem to get the person out of your head? As pure as your intentions might be, you find yourself waiting on the edge of your seat to see if he or she is the next person to pop up on your msn list. You eagerly reply the person's message. You wonder why the person's taking a minute longer than usual to reply you. You find yourself smiling from ear to ear when you're talking to the person and wonder if you're being very silly to do that. And you just can't wait to see him or her again just to have a good laugh...